Yes the dreaded day is approaching a little too quickly for my liking, but I don't have a choice. I guess I could pretend that that day doesn't exist but unfortuneately it does and everyone who knows when my birthday is will probably not let me forget it. You are probably wondering why I am dreading my birthday when it should be an exciting day, well, to be honest I really do not want to be 26!! Actually I don't want to get any older at all! But there again I have no choice. I believe my mother has this issue where she hates the fact that she is getting older and has more gray hair (that she gets dyed rather well and frequently) though her sister has three maybe four times more gray hair. I feel like my life is passing before my eyes and I can't slow it down. This year has gone by so fast that I have no idea what's going on. (I probably just confused everyone, cause I just confused myself.)
I think I have too many aspirations that I can't accomplish as fast as I'd like. I see everyone around me growing and fulfilling their dreams and here I am not even graduated from college, no job, no kids (but that's kind of a good thing, BUT I desperately want them), no social life, a couple of friends, you know I feel like my life is going nowhere fast!! UGH!